GRAPHO-surprising/unsurprising test. What's behind?

Okay. Today is Saturday, July 25, 2009.
I woke up at 9 and I did remember that there is something to do with the date :-)
CONGRATZ EM! No other words than I love you. hihi.

Well, I did have plans for today. One of them was going to Bintaro and taking some kind of a psychological test to determine what's the major that suits me in university. Guys, you might have been questioning why would I take this kinda test, while less than two months, I'll be entering a new stage of life in college. So here is the thing, 6 months ago my fella students have made their own choices about what they are going to do in the future and about what they'll learn in college, but I found myself seeing things really complicated. I was still confused about what I am going take in the college. It was not because I dont find things that suit my interests. It was just because there were too many things I want to learn in college and so many things I am willing to do in the future. I have bunch of interests to study such as medical studies, architecture, biotechnology, International Relation, environmental and industrial engineering, business and management, fine arts, music, communication, journalistic and Interior Design.

BUT I GOT TO BE REALISTIC OF WHAT'S COMING. I can't do such many things and let them all be as my focuses. I've known it, I'll end up following none. So then I took an ordinary psychological test in an university that has a well known faculty of psychology. The result showed that I'll be best studying in the social base fields, like International Relation and Communication. My engineering skills are good to be said, so are my creativity, verbal and advocating skills. But these might have been becoming as one of my obstacles in determining in what faculty I should be studying.
So then I took another test, and it's called the Graphology Test, a friend of my mom has recommended me to also take the test.

Basically, graphology would only assess you through your way of writing. The expertise will let you know how you are and it is depending on the purpose of your test taking.

Well, I did the writing, she (the graphologist) asked me to write anything I love. it could be about your pet, yourself, your family, your school, or anything. She only needs 15 lines of your writing on an A4 size paper.

Do you have any idea what topic that I had in my writing?? Frankly I wrote it more than 15 lines. It was almost one page of the paper. So, guys, you may have known what did I write :-)

When I reached the third line, the graphologist said, "Hey, tho you have only reached the third line, I've figured out that you are a good art doer and you are a person who appreciate the arts so much". I stopped my writing and stared at her, while thinking, "I AM HAPPY FOR THIS, AND I'M GOING TO CONTINUE WRITING SOME MORE", I smiled widely, "So right!".

Okay, then I was done with the whole writing. Next, she asked me to put my signatures below all the lines. I knew that there must have been something wrong with the signature, then she said, "oh you should change the way you do signature". No probs.

so after few seconds, she began to assess my writing, and describe how I am as a person, below are the things that she said to me that I found incredibly TRUE.

• I am a good person with good self management, and sometimes I would find myself a bit picky on things.
• High intelligence, able to absorb and understand things quickly.
  
• Less careful on several things. (that is why she recommended me to take the major of International Relation, instead of taking Architecture).
• I am good in appreciating and judging the arts, and this has been one of the passions I have in my life, but I should just make this as a minor field in a job, because on the other hand, it would be really great if I could use my leadership and diplomacy skills in the major thing that I would do in the future, such as in the International Relation field.
• I like to take care on things, and have some collections of random things. (Well, yea I do, I love to collect peterpan's pictures and articles, books, shoes, bags, and the posters of my favorite people, and or some artworks).
• I am a bit sensitive person, but I don't let the sensitivities to interfere other things that I do.
• This is might be suoooo true: I HAVE NEVER RAN OUT OF ENERGIES. I love to work and spend my energy by working on things that I love. She said that I should continue on working and doing lots of activities, good thing that she also told my mom about this :-)
• Sometimes, I would likely find myself in an unstable phase, that's why I really often changed my decision back and forth, there are lots of things that I wanted. I am a demanding person.
  
• I have always been considering my parents' decision and opinions in all things, especially my mom.
• I have a potential and skills to be a presenter or a moderator, and she said that I should improve and use these skills.
  
• I am a visual type person, that's why the artistic values usually come on the top of my list.
• I should keep on improving my verbal skills
• I am a multitalented person, but I should keep those interests as the hobbies that will help me to get up when I was in a down point of my working mood on the major field.
• I am a proactive and progressive person. While the others are still thinking for the first and second step, I must have thought about the fourth and the fifth step I should take. But I should be more careful on this thing, coz sometimes it is easy for me to lose a focus if I was in a stage of being a multitasking person.
• I am confidence, and it's always been in a stable rate of oneself.
• "Pengayom" is a part of who I am, so usually I found it's hard to place my importance above the others. Next time I should be more picky in using this natural charateristic of mine, coz it would be more dangerous if I was trapped in an uncertain condition that will bring no opportunity for me to move and develop myself.
• Though I have never ran out of energies (amen), I should keep myself healthy by having enough bed time.
• SETTING TARGET IN EVERYTHING THAT I DO would help me become an even better ME, a better manager in everything that I do, making me more critically active in handling the things in life.
  
• Self awarding is a good thing that supports me in achieving the targets.
  
• The character of "Pengayom" is extremely good and important, especially if working in the international relation become a major thing that I'd do in the future, but there is also an importance that I should keep and try to do, which is to not accept and think of every one's opinion and interferes toward decisions that I would make.
  

WEW. that is a lot, I know. But I'm so happy that I had the chance to do this, it makes me able to keep on reflecting how I am doing in a life, how I should improve every minute I spent in this life and how I could use myself to reach the surroundings.

Well, I discussed about my obssesions in life with the graphologist while I still got some times left. I did discussed and shared the story about Peterpan, one of the biggest passions I have in my life. I shared with her about the first time I fell for them. It was so unexpected that she revealed the reasons behind all of my admiration to the band and I am going to give any further story about how we had the discussion on the next entry, coz I bet, you might already have your eyes down after you read such loads of lines in this entry, hehehehehe.

I guess, this one's worth to do, this test will absolutely kick my ass to keep on reflecting and reaching every potentials that I have within myself :-)

Thanks for reading, guys, hope you'd get some goodness in reading this entry.
I'll see you on the next ones.
Kisses :-*
Pya